to j.

Hey J!

I like you. Was that too blunt? Well, I think you know that already. Or if I’m that assuming, at least now you know. But don’t worry, I wont do anything about it. I know my boundaries and I don’t want to lose what we have (to think we still haven’t got to know each other that much yet). Plus, I know you still have commitments.

Probably by now, you’re telling yourself how pathetic I am for writing this rather than telling you. But that’s me. Call me torpe. And besides, I don’t have any plans in telling you this. I like it this way. Direct yet indirect. You’re smart, you know what it means.

This is a relief. That even if they don’t really know who you are, at least I got this out of my system. You knowing this or you having hunches that maybe you’re the one I’m talking to is a relief. People who know me that well know that I don’t really share what I feel. So good for me and you.

Just keep greeting me when you see me, keep smiling, keep laughing, be happy (this sounds like Jollibee), don’t change, I like who you are. Don’t build that wall for me. I’ll always be here (for now, as a friend).

Marc