positive vibes, positive vibes.

It’s the start of classes tomorrow and I’m trying hard not to bring negative vibes with me. I can’t understand why Lean had to be so naïve. Add the fact that he can’t even stick to his word makes me want to slash his throat. Let him bleed to death! He likes Sweeney Todd anyways.

I am really pissed that my high school batch wasn’t able to have fun before summer ends. It became a protocol that nobody would go and start their classes without a mini-reunion. I wasn’t able to see them last semestral break. That is why it really breaks my heart that this happened. We were supposed to try ice skating! Too bad. Good thing Fred was sharing the mood last night. But compared to me, he was more of “there’s always a blue sky waiting tomorrow”, while I was like “let’s all enter abyss or better yet let’s burn to hell together!” Sometimes, I would fake my optimism over YM and stop playing the blame game. I told Fred that I should do this for my own sake. I have to be the “better Christian.” But, I can’t help it! Before I knew it, I was the “bitter Christian.”

For the lack of initiative, pack-Q friends!

Which leads me to another thing...

I am still not done with my registration. I still have to pay for another 3 units for English 119 to seal everything. I am afraid to be kicked out of the subject if my professor finds out that I haven’t followed my adviser’s note (actually, her’s) to finish English 117 and 118 first. So I really have to pay before she finds out.

As of typing time, it’s 2:21 a.m. and since my dad is off and away, I have to go to school with my mom. I have to wake up by 6, leaving me with less than 4 hours (to be spent ideally for sleep); Minus 1 to 2 hours for my pseudo-insomnia/staring contest with the ceiling mode before I fall to sleep, leaving me with less than 2 hours (to be spent ideally for sleep). Ideally, I should spend those two hours for sleep. Sleep. Two hours. Ideally. Sleep. So two hours of sleep should be enough to harbor positive vibes. Let’s see what happens tomorrow (or should I say later?). Positive vibes, positive vibes.

Hello Academic Year 2008-2009!